Thursday

Today CADP only for 2 hrs, yay, haha cos they let us go back studio and do our models. CADP is the most boring lesson, sit there for the whole day, so sianz one. At least today my model about 7788 le, must finish it tml. Den also need to do the design journal, dun even noe wat to write...

Yesterday went to pasir ris to do the CIP. We went to look after a bunch of kids, abt pri 3-6. They so ap one, some very de naughty. Den their homework also quite difficult leh, got one chinese question I duno how to do -_-'' at least Victor also duno wat, haha. So hard to handle them...




Feelings: Worried
Thoughts: Finish my model

Mid-autumn festival

Yay! Today mid-autumn festival, got to eat mooncake again. Met Her on the bus again... she's with a guy, duno who. Haiz... At nite played candle at track there, got me, dz, jd, kh, kp, wh, wp, xx, zx and wp's fren. Quite boring leh, no feeling liao... haiz haiz haiz...




Feelings: Confused...
Thoughts: Shd I ask her?

Restless

Well, lots of things to say... 1st, during the weekend, I hit my chin, hurt my hand and sprained my leg -_-'' so suay. 2nd, feeling very restless today at sch. Duno y also. Juz didn't feel like listening to the lecture, getting sick of the course liao... sooooo boring course.

Juz watched "New Police Story" today, very very nice to watch. I tink all the slots are fully booked ba. Originally we were going to watch the 6.30pm show, but changed to 7.05pm show. Den the person say sold out liao so we ended up watching the 8.30pm show, we ended up sitting in the first row (shows how popular the show is). Lots of action and laughter in the show. Worth watching for the 2nd time. Two thumbs up!




Feelings: Restless...
Thoughts: Sianz...

Boredom

Soooo boring today, late for lecture again -_-'' overslept >_<...zzZ Today whole day practically in MM lab, was supposed to choose the diff scenes from the Animatrix for our Primer 3 but ended up playing game for the whole day... Anyway got burn the cd liao so can watch at home.

Played bball again. Today very de sianz leh, only got me, jd, kp, ws, zx. Kh came late so quite boring loh. Very de sianz.

Dun have the mood to write the stories leh... need inspirations...




Feelings: Confused...
Thoughts: So many things to do...

Touching story

Today finally finished doing the 'skeleton' of the mock-up model for our Primer 3. Feels soooo acomplished, haha. We were supposed to do a big cube which is made up of 27 small cubes, using strips of cardboard. Wah cut until hand very de pain, almost cramp also. Duno why we had to do all these leh, we studying architecture not constructure u noe. Today rain for the whole day ba, keep raining and raining. Den today's lunch is Xin Hao's treat cos tat time for Primer 2, when me, Raymond and Victor were at the printing shop, he asked us to ask the Uncle to wait, cos his grp haven't finish yet. Den he say he will treat us lunch if we can ask the Uncle to wait so ^_^ actually we didn't really do anything cos still got a lot haven't print finish, but got free lunch is good, haha.

Today had CD, ES and LC. CD is still the same, sooo boring. Prata handed us some handouts and ask us to complete the questions. Sooooo wu liao... Den for ES, Mr Toilet is still teaching us (yay!) but he won't be around in the next semester (boo!) cos he is actually a relief teacher for another teacher who was supposed to teach us but cos she was pregnant, so he took her place instead. Den now the teacher coming back le, duno how she is like, hope she is nice... LC is good today, PPT actually forgot tat I haven't presented yet so (phew...) I dun need to present, hahaha...

Been playing Cronous these few days, tink getting addicted le ba. So sianz, now only got me, jd and wh playing. Hope kp can get his com fixed soon den he can join in le. Den also must influence the others to play, den a lot of ppl so will be more fun le, haha.

Yesterday nite heard about a short story from UFM1003. The story is quite touching. The title is "If love can be pretended, can u pretend to love me?" (translated from chinese), "Ru guo ai ke yi jia zhuang, ni ke yi jia zhuang ai wo ma?". The story is abt two best frens, a boy and a girl(A) who grew up together, went to the same sch, had the same interests... etc. Den the girl(A) noes tat the boy liked a girl(B), so she approached the girl(B) and helped to arrange them two to be together. Den when the boy is abt to get married to the girl(B), the girl(A) asked him out to the beach. At the beach, the girl(A) ran towards the sea and started to laugh happily and dance, in her heart she doesn't noe if she's laughing or crying. Den she ask the boy to come and dance with her. The boy obliged and said tat emotions must be cultivated in order to have a good dance. So he held her close to him and said to her, "pretend tat we are in love". So they started dancing and the girl(A) asked the boy, "if love can be pretended, can u pretend to love me?". But the boy juz didn't answered. Aft tat the girl(A) juz ran towards the beach and back facing him, den the boy said "I tot we were really in love juz now". Den the girl juz said, "It is a good dance, I want u to remember this dance, remember tat we were once in love." On the day of his marriage, the girl juz didn't have enough courage to attend his wedding. So she juz hid behind a tree and saw the bride and groom get on the car happily and drove off. Aft tat she juz walked on the street, across the road, and she tot to herself, "I won't be any less happy den the both of u. From now on I'm walking into the future, a future without u..."

It's a really touching story ~_~ I have decided to try to write such touching stories, hope tat I succeed... Ganbatte!




Feelings: Sianz...
Thoughts: Play game...

Computer

Basically used com for the whole day... den played lan with jd, kp, wp and zx. At least today only spent abt $8. Den reached home play com again... So sianz... this is one boring day...

Haiz... maybe I shd take the initiative? I duno. Afraid to lose hope... Any advise???




Feelings: Lower den yesterday...
Thoughts: Shd I?

Boring...

Today woke up late again -_-'' woke up abt 7am, have to reach sch at 8. So decided to take mrt. I juz changed my clothes den rush out liao. Waited at the bus-stop so long. Normally so many bus den now 1 bus also dun have... Den bus finally came and took it to hougang interchange. Took mrt to outram park station to change train. Met Zhi Ling there. Den took mrt to dover. Already 8.02am, so surely late liao... ended up still late... haiz...

Had HTA lecture in the morning, tried very hard to understand wat mr idris is saying but still very blur... wakarimasen ~_~ Den went to LT7 to watch "Animatrix". Finally understood wat it is all abt. Tat time I watch duno wat it's showing. So it seems tat u have to watch all Matrix Trilogy in order to understand wat it is abt. Den aft tat juz went home. Didn't even give the lecturer my excuse for absent...

Played bball at nite again. Got me, jd, jh, kp, wp, ws, zx. All the courts are occupied so we went to wh court there to wait... den wp went home 1st. Aft the lights are out, we went in to play. Duno why but my shooting seems to be better at tat court ?_? Aft tat, as usual, we talk talk talk outside the 7-11. Reached home abt 12. Den played the online game "Cronous". Quite fun but it can be quit boring if played for too long.

She's online now...




Feelings: Low
Thoughts: Boring...

Overslept -_-''

Haiz... today overslept... was supposed to reach sch at 11am, when I woke up, it's 10.51am. So I started to tink... Taxi? No, too expensive. Bus? Already 12+ when I reach sch. MRT? Also will take very long so instead, I got off my bed, switched on my com and play game. Decided to skip sch today cos late also attendence 0, didn't go also attendence 0 so might as well not go. Anyway today lesson also very boring... Tinking of excuses to tell the lecturers the whole day den come up with 1. Haha a very good one. I'll tell them me not feeling well, den also give them a letter from my parent, if they ask for MC, I'll juz tell them I got panadol at home and it is expensive to see doctor. Den if they argue somemore I'll juz tell them my parents paid thousands of dollars for me to attend sch and I'm sure they won't juz anyhow allow me not to go to sch... hahaha... me like very despicable leh -_-'' Well hope my plan works...




Feelings: God bless me...
Thoughts: Hope tml everything goes smoothly...

Vexed...

Today reach sch at 3pm to listen to the STD/AIDS talk, but we went in at 3.30pm lah. So boring one, they show us a short show abt how ppl get AIDS (which I tink is rather a comedy cos really quite funny :S). Aft tat went to see the flea market juz outside the auditorium, wah the things really expensive leh...

At nite played bball. Got me, bo, dz, jd, kh, kp and zx. Den halfway duno why suddenly got 2 policeman come, den have to give them our particulars... so suay. At least my layup still ok but my shooting getting lousier...

Thinkinkg abt her again... haiz... really afraid to lose her... but also afraid to tell her cos afraid tat my hopes will be crushed ~_~ really vexed... She might also already have someone in her heart, den...




Feelings: Vexed...
Thoughts: Afraid, very afraid...

Haiz... frustrated

Sianz... did our primer 2 presentation today, totally rock-bottom. The lecturers bomb us like siao... den say ours is one of the worst presentation and very boring also... really started to dislike the course, hope they won't make me hate the course cos I may change course, den will have to waste 1 yr... Tat Idris asked a stupid question, he asked why did we paste the pictures on our A1 boards, instead of printing it on the boards... at tat time it was he who asked us to paste one leh, den now he say wat rubbish... -_-'' Den tat Prata even more worse, added on wat Idris had said, he said tat we should show him our layouts of the boards before we print, but den tat time we were using the com lab and it was he who wanted to duno go where den asked us out of the lab... Tat Muscleman and Siao char bo also the same lah, say our workmanship lousy, but how to have good workmanship when the tools in the workshop are lousier den those found in sec schs??? Besides we are not going to become a construction worker leh... Heng when they critise I didn't argue back, cos I will surely argue till I quit the course de. Really getting more and more boring, hope primer 3 will have more fun...

Tml have to present for OC. So sianz have to do ppt slides. Dun care, tml morning den do... Den wed still have to go back for the stupid STD/AIDS talk at the auditorium... so stupid, sec sch already hear a lot of those talks liao den now more talks again... sooooooooo stupid. Wats more it's at 3pm, which means in the middle of the day. Why can't it be in the morning den aft tat at least aftnoon can stay at home. Hope tat day I sick or wat den dun need to go liao.

Should really start reading my jap notes... Den got an idea, maybe can write a story abt Scott Adventry, all our adventures and more. Haha.




Feelings: Sianz...
Thoughts: Sianz sianz sianz...

Aching

Wah... sianz... my right side of my body aching... yesterday went to play badminton for abt 3 hrs, den went swimming for abt 2 hrs... over exercised liao #_# Duno why left side no problem ?_? Den 2day played bball, twisted my left ankle -_-'' so suay...

Juz now suddenly feels like doing something, duno do wat but juz feels like doing something *_* So sianz still have to do HTA and prepare speech... sianz sianz sianz...

Tml maybe go play lan again, which means need to spend $$$ again... haiz... really need to earn $$$...




Feelings: Aching...
Thoughts: Sianz...

Testing out

Whee... 2day finally tested our primer 2 gadget... haha... Tat Idris really short leh, our gadget got 1 part stuck coz he too short le -_-'' den tat Chandra really very "Ham Chicken" leh, put party poppers there den he dun dare to pull... only got 12 wat ;P Overall it's a success... YAY! Yesterday juz took the test 4 OC, the room so hard to find... had to go 1 big big round den found it... so tired. Den the test juz anyhow do 1 lah, dun really care about OC. Dun even noe got tat module 4 wat ?_? Haiz... must do HTA liao, so chim how to do? Read 1st qns already going to slp liao -_-...zzZ den next week my turn to present for OC, topic is "My 1 week break"... so suay. Juz anyhow say rubbish can le, dun care -_-...

So many things to do... at least next mon only go sch present den can go home le, haha. Den wed dun need go sch, YAY! Can slp more. Tml duno do wat leh, holiday still so boring... haiz. Maybe go buy x'mas card, hahaha...




Feelings: Sianz...
Thoughts: I need $$$...

Relieved... and very de tired...

Phew! 2day finally handed in our primer 2. So relieved... Well, me so very de tired cos yesterday is a busy busy day. Yesterday we were rushing to get the A1 size boards ready. It was ard 5pm and everything was ready for printing, we called Chandra and he said there is no time to print in sch (cos the com lab closes at 5pm), and he told us to print outside. So... we went to Peace centre to print (near dhoby ghaut mrt station). Den when we reached there... our files can't be opened... -_-'' dead... so we called Idris to ask him if we could delay the deadline by 1 day but he said if we didn't pass up by 2day (Sat), we would get 0 marks. Soooo... we called Chandra and he said the com lab is still open, ap ap ap stupid lie to us... juz nw say no time to print den nw... But the com lab is opened till abt 9pm (it was abt 7pm+ at tat time) so we had to rush back to sch again, this time we juz buy the A1 size boards from the shop we were supposed to print our files and we took a cab back to SP.

We rushed to the com lab the moment we reached sch. already abt 8pm le, so in the end we only managed to edit some pictures and not enough time to arrange them. Den Chandra said we had to get it printed by tat day, sooooo... we followed Bao Long their grp BACK to Peace centre to print... by CAB... again... We reached there and still got some other grps there, so we passed the CD to the guy and went to eat our dinner (which was abt 10pm le). At least we were better den Xin Hao's grp, they are still doing their layout at tat time, so we kept on rushing them to get here as fast as they could (cos the man say he going to close shop once he finish printing everything). Den we juz waited and waited and finally ours was finish, and Xin Hao finally arrived. It was already going to midnite so already no mrt liao. I had to call my dad to come fetch me, while Victor and Raymond waited for Xin Hao to finish printing.

Den 2day woke up at 6am and went to sch to make some final touch-ups. So happy finally can relax liao... HOLIDAY... YAY! But den the cost we spend yesterday still has to be splited among our grp (which is abt $100)... so sianz... $_$

On d way back home I went to kovan to play arcade, found tat my shooting skills need to improve some more. Den went with kp, jd and zx to play lan in the aftnoon at kovan. Played warcraft for 3.5 hrs den finally win the com (we play 4 of us vs com) aft many defeats (the com settings r even set as easy).

So very de tired liao, going to slp liao -_-...zzZ




Feelings: $ no enough
Thoughts: Do I stand a chance?

Frustrated

I'm getting more and more frustrated with the workshop techician liao, they ap one. Tat time borrowed a 2cm drill bit from them den aft tat when asked for the 2cm drill bit again, they say the biggest is 1.6cm. Soooo ap. Den everytime do things at the workshop they surely come and "kaypo" one, say wat this cannot tat cannot, must do like this cannot like tat... blah blah blah... Even more ap is the tools in the workshop, so pathetic... everything in the workshop so lousy one... -_-'''

Well as least our grp's gadget are almost completed, abt 80%-85% I tink. Hopefully tml can complete doing the gadget, den I can bo chap liao, the portfolio leave to Victor do. Den can relax liao hahaha ^_^ Next week finally holiday come, can rest le... so stressed up these few weeks. But next week still has to go back sch for the OC test and the testing of our gadget. Heng only for 2 days...




Feelings: Tired
Thoughts: Tired

Long time no post

Wah... so long no blog le. Been busy for the past few days... working on our group's Primer 3 gadget. So hard to make... had a few cuts on my hand, so pain >_<''' Den everytime Raymond and Victor just do wat they want, so ap... everytime I say something they will like "cannot cannot cannot... blah blah blah..." den in the end everytime is do wat they suggested... -_-''' den y did they bother to ask me in the 1st place? So now I just sit back and watch and I dun care liao, I let them decide wat to do. I just follow wat they do... Bo chap liao... dun care wat they do or wat our end model would look like liao... Haiz... I was hoping to have $0 budget for our group but they 2 doesn't seem to believe we can achieve tat goal... sianz... heng after this no more group projects liao... I hope... Must finish our model tml, den have to take photos and make the A1 size panels by sat, which was when we were supposed to hand up. The sch so ap one... give the sch thousands of dollars for sch fees each year but the tools in the workshop all so lousy, even the workshop of sec schs are better... duno where all our $$$ go... :S so regret to choose SP. Haiz... tat time should aim for JC, cos now I tink JC are better den poly... also tink tat I have choosen the wrong course liao... KP tinking of changing course, if not becos of time, I would surely change wif him...




Feelings: Tired, fed-up, bo chap...
Thoughts: Do I?